this was my home for the last 5 days. i’m finding it so fucking difficult to adjust back into my every day life after spending such an amazing time here. it was the most incredible experience and thing i have ever done in my whole entire life so far. love was radiating off EVERYONE. i have never felt so loved in my whole entire life. i didn’t have to worry about being judged. i could just be myself and all my worries were completely set aside. i woke up early every morning and swam in the river and spoke to whoever else was having an early morning dip too. i hooped and play instruments and stepped outside of my comfort zone and completely accepted everything into it. when me and my boyfriend got home he put on a song by joni mitchell and i crawled up in bed and he just couldn’t help but cry out of happiness. take me back.
i passed this on my bike the other day and it made me feel better and now look here it is again
This is something they don’t teach us. Instead they teach us to lean and rely on people when really we should be holding our own hand. They never told us how to deal with losing loved ones and being left astray. We’re left broken and hurt because we weren’t prepared. We never expected bad things to happen because they never taught us that anything bad would ever happen. They never taught us.